Ok so Sunday, Monday and Today i had orientation at Ball State it was one of the BEST experiences i've ever had i met so many different people and had so much fun made some really good friends that will definitely be roomie and BFF status and some crazy partying white boys some wonderful country chicks and some dolled up barbies lol.... My mom dropped me off Sunday evening and i was the only one in there at least i didn't see anyone else right then so i took my stuff to my room and walked around campus for a while, i'm not racist or nothin i definitely love all races but sometimes u want to see some ppl of ur own race especially if that's wut u've become accustomed to, but them first few hours i didn't see not a one black person and when i finally did it was this huge cocky football player who flagged me down he seemed really nice i forgot wut his name was but i guess he was tryin to talk to me but i just thought he was being sweet cuz i was new and was showing me around I WAS DEFINITELY WRONG.... but i figured that a lil LATE.... he took me to the library and we were sittin in there just chillin on the computers talkin and i was like ok i'm hungry where can i get some food around here and he was like well everything is closed here and offered to take me to mcdonalds so we drove up there and got some food and he asked if i wanted to chill and eat at his house or go back to the library and me being quite naive was like no i want to go to ur house cuz it's boring up there definitely not one of my smartest moments in life well we got there and he introduced me to one of his roomies and gave me a tour around his house that ended in his room (yea i'm stupid) and he was like we can watch tv and eat in here and i was like sure wutever and sat down on his bed ugh y would i do such a thing!!!! well we were talkin and i was watchin jurassic park on tv and he started touchin me and i was like wut are u doin and he was like just touchin u and i was like okkkk cuz he wasnt doin nothin big so it didn't really phase me like that but i was definitely uncomfortable then he leaned up all against me and was tryin to kiss me and was touchin me and i was like oooooo noooooo dude u can't we can be friends but i gotta boyfriend well no stupid boy ain't wanna hear that he was like he don't gotta know it's just me and u here and i was like naw dude i can't that would be wrong u gotta stop, well he kinda laid off and was just rubbin my leg talkin bout i'm just tryin to have a lil fun and i was no ur tryin to get me in trouble and i guess he thought that was a joke.... and i was like plz take me back to campus and he was like aite i will and stood up and i stood up and he was like give me a hug first so i gave him a hug and of course he tried makin a move again and was coopin his lil feels and i was like plz stop and take me back to skool so we finally left and he was talkin to me in the car talkin bout i was only tryin to have a lil fun.... and i just sat there until i got to the skool and got out and went back to my dorm.... that was the most horrible scariest feeling i've ever had cuz i thought he wouldn't stop and it'd just be a wrap for me i actually cried when i got back to my dorm for being so stupid y would i do such a thing i'm soooooooo retarded but that's one thing i will NEVER repeat again.....
Well after i got myself together i tried to call william but he didn't answer so i called austin and talked to him for a lil bit then william called and i told him wut happened and while he was talkin to me some orientation kids came and found me and told me to come hang out wit them i'm sooo happy they found me cuz they really made me take my mind off wut had happened and let me enjoy my nite. We all walked up to the village pantry and were just running around campus until about 12.45 i met these two girls from northwestern indiana they were really coo country girls they were sooooo nice..... Then monday we did all the 15 million sessions it was pretty nice but the best part was at nite when i finally found some black ppl well actually they found me lol her name is Jasmin she's goin to be my bestfriend i know it
me an her clicked right off the back we played pool even though we can't wit this other girl named Sierra and this girl named Kelsey they were so fun... Them me and Jazzy Belle cosmic bowled wit Hans, Dan the Man, Cale and some other ppl it as soooooooo fun and i found a dance group me and her are goin to try out for it was so cool that lasted til 9.30 then we had to go back to the dorms where we sat in the lounge and chilled wit everybody the guys were playin poker and we were watchin and we met the freshmen football players and i guess they was tryin to talk to us it was cute then Toby the tightest white boy ever threw a rave in his dorm room and we went up there and partied and i twerked up this boy named TL it was so funny he didn't know wut to do but it was worth the try it was fun, we partied until the party got shut down by one of the RA's cuz i guess we were making too much noise and there was too many ppl in the room for us to have the door shut and be partying. So we went back down in the lobby and Jazzy's friend Josh/Will was there checkin in from Atlanta and he was super coo i played wit his dreads and did him a lil design in his hair it was really cute so us three stayed up until 2.30 in the morning. takin showers and just running around the halls in our pjs that was pretty fun. Then that morning me and Jazzy woke up late lol and were the last two to get in our session but idk if they cared or not cuz they didn't say ne thing but we tight so we can do that... Well we did more sessions for that whole day then at the end we got back together and got everybody's numbers and hugged everybody and said all our goodbyes it was the BEST EXPERIENCE EVER I CAN'T WAIT FOR COLLEGE!!!
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